Am doodling again, and it does not go well at all. More and more black ink covering more and more mistakes – will end up with an all-black book if I continue this way. Why is drawing something one has to be in the mood for? And why is the mood not upon me now? I hate to miss where I aim to hit the spot.

Later: Doodled some more. I’ts not gotten worse I think. Must encourage myself to fail better.